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Hi since everyone don't really noe me quite well so let me tell u who i really am.... Capalang was given by a saloon where i cut n color my hair..... Capalang mean 'sembarang' in malay... I understand a bit of chiness so dont try to cheat me... hehehehe... My real name is Fizul, 23 on 4 dec.... staying at bt batok, werking at warehouse as supervisor n part time canadian pizza rider at bukit batok.....

MY CHARACTER
I'm a simple, open-minded person who dont follow the trend cause now the trend keep changing so i still to ma own style... I also like to chill by the sea side, enjoy the breeze, hear the wave n see all the star above me... I may a bit 'siow' on the road so if u happen to encounter me on the road plz dont curse me but forgive me instead... cause i'm sick n tired of living in tis world with not many choice..... I can be funny, a lover, a true frenz, ur shoulder to cry n so on but not a fighter anymore due to injury ... tat all depend on how u want to treat me..... u can scold me, joke with me or watever u wat to do me.... i won't take it to heart..... I'm the type tat can forgive ppl but i'm not sure whether ppl can forgive me... u can share ur problem with me, i will help to solve it as i could... but if it's too personal to u then it's ok.... i'm understanding but some time i act blur but i noe wat it really means cause in my life no joke no fun... i like to laugh n smile but if i'm walking alone outside i dont smile or laugh cause ppl will think tat i'm crazy.....hehehe

ABOUT MY HISTORY

I used to be a gangster n motor design... 'YOUR FAULT'....which got to do with gangster also but now no more. Now me want to have a normal life. I have a lot of history so i want to share some with u guys..... at the age of 14 i've tried drinking, smoking, drugs n so on cause at tat age where u start to noe the real world. Beating, disturb, scold people is my hobby...Tis type of life carry on till my age abt 18.... Then i decide to take my bike license.... after i have a qualified driving license i join this design, i never last for long cause they only think of themself so i join another design tat got to do with gangster... Every sat we will go to town or anywhere disturb people, go clubbing n so on until one day i got a big problem... from tat day onwards me decided to wash hand cause the day when i've problem nobody came to my rescue.... I've learnt my lesson so i dont want any of u to follow my footstep....

MISTAKES DONE ARE UNHARMED

This World is never a Peace when Evil besets us.
We've been judged, we've been rumoured,
we've been stabbed and hell knows what?
The impact is always depressing and demeaning. Especially getting the most out of it from the people we know.
Friends whom we thought were friends,
In the end, they're nothing but foes.
And it hurts to know when these "Friends" who knew the darkest side of our lives,
spread something which is supposed to be kept a secret to other people we hardly know.
Who's being the BLACKSHEEP now?
Is it the person who's having the disease?
Or the person who spreads the disease?
Think again and think very carefully.
The past is the past.
Get it done and over with.
What should be done is to focus what's ahead of
us.
Never let your past mistakes hinder you from
persuing your dream of being someone worth it.
The more you look behind, the hardest you get to
fulfil your hope.
So DON'T look back.
But beneath it all, always remember that, without the past there'll never be a BETTER FUTURE.
So learn from it.
The mistakes you've done are unharmed.
Because without bad experience, you'll NEVER know the TRUE MEANING OF LIFE.
True Life is from the hardship.
Each step you move, you're leading a farther and greater meaning towards success!

NEVER LET FAILURE BRINGS YOU DOWN!!!!

A poem about life

Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind.
Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind...
Life can be blissful and happy and free...
Life can put beauty in the things that you see...
Life can place challenges right at your feet...
Life can make good of the hardships we meet...
Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin...
Life can reward those determined to win...
Life can be hurtful and not always fair...
Life can surround you with people who care...
Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs...
Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns...
Life teaches us to take the good with the bad...
Life is a mixture of happy and sad...

So...


Take the Life that you have and give it your best...
Think positive, be happy let God do the rest...
Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...
Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet...
To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall...
Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all...
Take the love that you're given and return it with care...
Have faith that when needed it will always be there...
Take time to find the beauty in the things that you see...
Take life's simple pleasures let them set your heart free...


The idea here is simply to even the score...
As you are met and faced with Life's Tug of War

LOVE

I'm the type who willing to give everything for my love's one....the most important thing in relationship to me is trust, honesty, understanding n inner beauty.... u may look beautiful which makes every man's eyes feel like pooping out but if u don't have inner beauty, your beauty is useless...... now it's hard to find the ideal one... when i found them, they're usually taken.... maybe it's my fate.... i usually take some tymes to noe the gerl even better before starting in any relationship... recently there is one gerl who open my heart back, she seem to be secretive tat's my only problem...... but i like her..... i really miss her... i would like to put her pic but i don't noe how....sori guys.... she the type who's understanding, loving, pampered, caring n easy say every man dream gerl lah...... but too bad taken already... i must accept fate... life must go on....


Nur Shireen

The gerl which open my heart back... i would like to thanx her for giving the feeling come back to me...

A msg for her is i'm sori if i've ever done anything wrong towards you... i have to give way to let u have a happy life... 17 dec is the only day i'll be in ur area... tat will be the first n the last time i'm going to step on tat area... now i noe the reasons why every time i want to met up with u there always a 1001 reason... hahaha... nice game u're playing... thanx a lot....

Don't worry your secret is safe with me... i promise u tat... before telling me ur secret, u did tell me tat u're are scared tat i might leave u but now i'm not the one leaving you but you are the one who's leaving me... it's fine with me as long as u're happy, i'll be happy too... i will always remember u... anything u can just e-mail me... i knew tis is gonna happen one day n i've even dream of tis on 13 dec... get to noe the truth on 14 dec... so i've prepared myself to face the truth although it might hurt... thankx for all the time u've spend chatting with me ... i'm proud to noe u... u don't have to worry abt me, i noe how to take care of myself... be happy n cheerful always... ok... take care...

thanks,
capalang.

Love - it hurts!

Some People Appreciate What Other People Do For Them.
Some People Don't.
The World Is Round.
It's Up To You Weather You Wanna Accept It Or Not. Life Is A Game Of Choice.
Choose To Win.

Tak Guna Ada Mata Jika Tak Dapat Melihat.
Tak Guna Ada Hati Jika Tak Pandai Menilai.
Trust And Honesty Is A Big Priority Given Specially To Everyone.
When You Loose Or Betrayed Any Of Them,
You Will Loose Your Frens And Your Loved Ones.

Hatiku Sering Dibelenggu Sepi,
Jiwa Meronta Tiada Bererti.
Hati Bertanya Mengapa Begini,
Kerana Cinta Ku Pernah DiKHIANATI.
Oleh Mu Seorang Yang Amat KuKasihi,
Cinta Yang Suci Tiada DiHARGAI.
Walau Dikau Jauh Dimata,
Diriku Ini Tetap Setia.
Biarlah Daku Terus Menderita,
Asalkan Dikau Capai Bahagia.

Nota Yang Ku Tulis Ini Tiada Siapa Akan Membaca,
Isi Hatiku Berkata-Kata.
Ku Doa Agar Kau Bahagia,
Kekasih Hati Amat Ku Cinta.

Nota Ini Ditulis Untuk Seorang Sahaja,
Perasaan Sedih, Bingit Dan Marah.
Ku Hanya Mahu Meluahkan Perasaan Saja.
Sesiapa Yg Terasa Jgnlah Marah.

PLEASE READ THIS.....

Love Is Everything BuT When It Breaks It Really Hurts!!!,
Love Is Like A Piece Of Glass..,
When We Break It,It Can't Be Placed Back Together...,
But Why Must Every Relationship Ends With Tears...,
It Burns The Hearts And SouL To Ashes...,
Eventhough We Prayed Day And Night,
Just To Be Together Always Till The End of our breathes,
It Will Still Turn Out Like This...WHY???,
Even If We Give All Our Love To Them,
It Will Be Just The Same...WHY???,
Can't It Be A Happy Ending...
All I Wanna Say To Those Guys n Gerls Out There,
"CHERISH WHAT YOU LOVE IN YOUR LIFE"...,
True Love Comes Once In A Life Time...,
So Treasure It Just Like A DIAMOND!!!,
The One U Let Go Might Be The One You've Waited All Your Life!!!!,
Just Don't Feel Down Or Put On A Frown When You Realise,
The Biggest Mistake You've Done....,
And That Is To Let Go of Someone So Precious Yet So Loving...,
You'll Regret One Day...
Guys And Gerls Remember This In Your Heart,
Tends To Forget Your Love Ones When You're Out There Having Fun..,
Flirting Around Is As Bad As Stabbing A Knife To The Other Party Heart....,
Think Before You Act On Sumthing...,
Choose The Right Path...,
And Will Be Alright...,
Don't Toy On Someone's Feelings Cause...,
There Always RETRIBUTION To Let You Feel The Same wAy...,

Hope I Didn't Hurt Anyone Feeling... If I Do I'm Sori...,


BIRTHDAY

It's 4 dec n it my birthday.... usually ppl are happy when tis tyme come.... but to me it's just like any other day..... i will spend my tyme with my frenz... we go have our dinner at far east plaza... play pool at lucky plaza... go window shopping... we did enjoy ourself but tat wat not i'm wanted... i may be happy outside, laughing, disturbing people n make fun of my frenz as not to make my frenz worried about me.... nobody actually know what exactly in my mind.....

When we were sitting at the takashimaya, there is a group of 3 boys n 2 gerl bypass us then stop in the middle of the path n look toward our direction... one of the gerl look familiar to me... i ask my frenz to msg her handphone... cause my frenz ask her to come since it's my b'day n we have not met before... but i don't want to meet with her cause she's now in a relationship n happen tat day is saturday, let them enjoy... sign of relief when she reply back n that was not her, she did'nt go to town tat day.... that was not the gerl whom i'm looking for but the gerl i like is no where to be reach... she seem very busy n tat week she fall sick.... n her uncle is in the hospital n almost everyday she went to visit him... i would like to see her, but i don't noe where she stay... all i noe is telok belangah height... it's ok then i did'nt ask for any gift from her but just to be by my side n celebrate my birthday together...

ACCIDENT

After many accident i've gone through wif, to me this is the worst i suffered.....On 14 of august 2004, i had a road trafic accident while werking at canadian pizza.... it was about 7.30pm tat the incident took place at a junction behind Bukit Batok MRT station... my bike was hit by a car head to head collision which was driven by a lady... i was going straight back to my base while the car was turning right... luckily i have slow down if not i won't be writing tis... i thought the lady see me but too bad... to her, my bike n me was invinsible... i was about a few meter away from the car... i tell myself ' comfirm hit'... then i try to cut in front of the car but my heart say don't... then my brain say don't jam brake cause i might skid n be under the car.... the only option i have is to jump over the car... when the first contact happen, i jump off my bike n i thought i had made it but my right side from the shoulder to my knee slam to the top left windscreen of the car....

The feeling was great cause i'm flying in the air... felt like a bird but too bad it was not for long due to gravity... the weird thing is tat the car is still moving as if as nothing happen.... when i landed on the rough road, i tried to stand but the pain at my lower back is unbearable... as i tried to stand there was a malay man squating beside me n call for ambulance... it all happen in a flash... i can't move my body, only my left hand n my head is moveable... then i slowly look at my bike in the middle of the road... i was shock to see the bike, it's hard to explain... a man declare himself as a member of st. john approach me n ask me where do i feel the pain... i answer 'my back n both my knee' n touch my back, that make me more shock to feel my flesh is open up... 'how big' is the first word to come out of my mouth... he answer 'small only'...

The police from the nearest police post run to the scene n control the trafic cause it messy... then they confront me.... in tat kind of state they can make joke... i laugh but my back pain so i had to control my laughter...i waited for the ambulance for abt 30 min... luckily i'm not in a serious state if not... no more FIZUL.... inside the ambulance i feel like sleeping cause i'm too tired n wanted some rest but the medic keep talking to me...

In the end, i suffered a 10 cm long at my shoulder, cuts on elbow, abbrasions on my right side of my body, both knee n lastly the worst 4 stiches to my right kidney... the doctor told me tat my kidney has a slight cut but if my urine color is diferrent from normally i urine, i had to go back to the hospital....

Now i'm not fully recovered n there is still slight pain to my back, my knee n my finger...luckily none of my bone break... my msg to all rider n driver is.....

BE CAREFUL N STAY ALERT ON THE ROAD

After reading tis i dont mind whether u want to be my frenz or not cause i understand..... right now me have change to a different person but have not reach the totally different yet.... thanx for the time to read i really appreciate it... once again thanx a lot........anything u guys can e-mail me at rxz_81@yahoo.com.sg

thanx,

Fizul