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~*»PòêTr¥.Fwóm.Më«*~

                                                                        









 ¤—°¸Tie Me Down¸°—¤




I can't hide inside my shell anymore,
this metamorphosis is driving me insane.
All these dark dreams I cannot ignore,
there is someone inside I can't restrain.



 



I can't control these sudden changes,
tie me down now before I go isane.



 



I feel like ripping off my own skin,
I need to step outside of myself.
I only keep living for the next sin,
I need to stay away from myself.



 



I can't control these sudden changes,
tie me down now before I go isane.



 



This self destruction is inevitable,
I don't think that I can be healed.
Thoughts are becoming unpredictable,
a new side is now being revealed.



 



I can't control these sudden changes,
tie me down now before I go isane.



 



I might hurt someone,
i might hurt myself,
i might hurt you..










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: Its So Dark Inside Her Mind,:
: Lost And Forgotten,:
: Memories Of Pain Slashes Her:
: Brutally,:
: Lost forever, Her eyes are empty,:
: With no reflection of who she is:
: inside,:
: Wishing someone will hold her safe:
: and warm,:
: Through the darkness in the:
: silverstorm,:
: The dark places in her destiny:
: mirror,:
: Overwhelming her by night of her:
: bitter visions,:
: It was then, staring into the:
: shadows,:
: that her desires first became:
: silent..:



 



©Poetrys Are Subjected To A Copyright Of Diyana, 2004



 



All Rights Reserved.











Friday, 12th November, 10.12pm


[ Hours To The Eve Of Hari Raya Aidilfitri]




Well, I am making this page as a blogger.. Read it or leave it.. Hmm.. Today? Just another day.. Same old Friday.. Quite boring I should say.. I truly have no mood to neither chat or talk to anyone.. Well, when I get bored, my mood will adjust for the worst.. Ask my fellow friends that.. It's quite disheartening and saddening I guess.. Well, there's this song.. A song which I recommend..




Lene Marlin - Sorry




Do you wanna know, what I think of you




Do you wanna know




Do you wanna know, if I'm doing OK




Just ask and I'll say




I'll say the words that I've longed to speak




Have kept quiet for some time




I'm sorry, it's just too late




To get it all back, get back what we had




I'm sorry, it's just not right




We both know it wasn't meant to be like




This at all




 Do you wanna know, how I feel about you




Do you wanna know,




Do you wanna know, if I'm able to forget




There are times, I wish we'd never met




 I'm sorry, it's just too late




To get it all back, get back what we had




I'm sorry, it's just not right




We both know it wasn't meant to be like




This at all




 Time won't change this,




change the way I feel







Saturday, 13th November, 5.52pm


[Eve Of Hari Raya Aidilfitri]


WelL, ThiS JaCkAsS FwEnScEnE MaDe Me TyPe EvErYThiNg AgAiN!! sOo, HeRe iT GoEs AgAiN,, hMm.. YeZzA TuMoLo iZ HaRi RaYeR!! YeY!!~ WeHeEeEe.. EaT, TaLk, aNd GeT LoTzA MoNeY!! WuHUuUu.. HaHa,, DiN NoE WhAt HapPeNeD Tu Me YeStErDai, MaYbE iT WeZ My EviL TwiN WhiCh iS SaiD Tu Be My AwFuL MoOd.. hMm.. CeRainLy, i CaN't WaiT FeR TuMoLo.. KaYz i'lL StoP HeRe.. TudDLedOo..


My FaVe ChARaCtEr iN FFX


 


        Lulu, Final Fantasy X